Minor VS Major Society

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Assalamualaikum

I just thinking about how it feels like to be a minority in the society we live in. In my whole life, I’ve never been become a minority, I was born in a Muslim and Javanese society. And I’ve never been get out from that circle till now, twenty years living in this world and always become a part of major society, I know, boring, right?

Becoming majority bring us benefits that major society always have, I mean we have same needs, same purposes, ( I’m not racist, Indonesia is the biggest cultural nation in the world , which have so much different faiths but always beautiful with its diversity) . But being a part of major society makes you less noticeable, something that makes me sad, and people always judge people based on their part of society, a.k.a generalization.

I always want to know how it feels, every time I see on the news, Muslims in western country being bullied because of their minority, I feel bad that I can’t help them and I also feel jealous that my faith have never been tested like them. I want to know how it’s like to be different from the society. Because here, in my own society, I just can’t fit properly. I am not good at social interaction at the first time, I am afraid that people seeing me by general stereotypes they knew. Maybe the stereotypes when become a minority is so much more extreme than majority, but that’s the challenge! Maybe by people looked at me differently, they can see the truly am 😀

Maybe I can change into the better person, that can see both side of majority and minority. Maybe I should get out of this island or even country to understands. But the problem is, I have no money or chance to go 😦

I hope that there’s a time in the future so I can experience how it’s like to be a minority. Amen.

Since I don’t have it, could you please share yours? So I can imagine it 😀

Thanks for reading, Wassalamualaikum..

Yogyakarta , June 2017

Hola!

Hello WordPress…

It’s been a while since the last time I wrote here, time running fast and boom! It’s already June. Halfway to 2018!! So far, what have you done? What do you achieve this first six month of 2017?

Thinking about achievement, it hurts me a little, it’s so sad that I haven’t got anything matters this year. Yeah, just a regular year, another year of my life.

This year is my 20th birthday. An important number, which shows that you’re an adult now. But I see no difference , it’s just the same. Broke and single, and no new friends, and my writings still bad.

Some people might never change, I guess I’m that kind of people. Still skinny, still clumsy, still ugly, still addicted to bad puns and Harry Potter. Yup, I’m twenty and still reads Harry Potter, over and over again. And still can’t get over from my first crush *damn* , with zero circumstances to talk with him. Well, my life might be miserable, but I never get bored of it.

Today is Ramadhan day 12, and I can’t fullfill this Ramadhan coz the first 3 day of Ramadhan I get my period *sighhhhh*

Something new in this 2017 is my job, but I’m not proud of it. Desk job is not fun. Well at least I got a job. Even with unbelievably low salary and full hours 😔. But it’s okay, no, no, its not okay.

Anddd I never practice my English so it get worse, usually I practices English with my social media friends, one from Peru, and the other one is from India. Yup , no friends from native speakers.
But that one from Peru, we barely in touch, cuz time differences. While in Indonesia is 7 am on Wednesday, in peru is 7 pm on Tuesday. See? No chances. The one from India has always been so busy with his study and barely online. So I just reads some English articles and memes, trying to adding new vocabs to my brain. And write this, I hope that there is Grammar Nazi that reads this and they can kindly tell me the problem, so I can fix this writings.

Well, the another bad news in 2017 is so much bombs exploded, Afghanistan, Jakarta, Manchester, Syiria, feels bad man.. While here in Indonesia specially java, we made “mercon” or “petasan” or “meriam bambu” that creates explosion for fun during ramadhan, they’re toys like fireworks but a little bit dangerous, it’s like a bomb but without studs or pins that hurts people, but still, the blast can cause disease, for ears and hand if you hold it while lit it .

Well that’s all in my mind tonight, see ya next time,

Wassalamualaikum

For Greater Good

Kali ini saya akan posting cerita creepypasta atau cerita horor yang iseng say buat dengan sahabat saya, judulnya ” For Greater Good ” alias Untuk Kebaikan yang Lebih Besar

Here we go

For Greater Good

Maker : me & Rilla

Aku terbangun , haus, kuambil gelas dimeja samping tempat tidurku, aku ingat hp ku yang lowbat, segera ku colokkan ke steker disamping meja, tiba tiba terdengar suara gesekan “sssssssskkkkk krrrrrreeeeekkkk” berulangulang, aku merinding, kusetel musik keras keras, suara itu tidak hilang,

Diam!!! Aku ingin tidur!!!

Kemudian suara itu berhenti, kemudian kuingat aku belum membuka pintu itu sejak terakhir kali aku menemukannya mengintipku di kamar.

Aku tersenyum. Rasakan.

Hari berlalu dan aku bekerja seperti biasa, betapa kaget aku melihat kerumunan polisi di apartemen tetanggaku.

Bagaimana bisa? Kuncinya ada padaku .

Mungkinkah??

Dan sehari kemudian sebuah mayat ditemukan dengan jari terluka dan bekas garukan tembokMayat tetanggaku.

Berita tersebut dengan cepat menyebar ke penjuru kota, secepat kilat mobil patroli polisi datang dengan sirine menyala,

Ah! Kemana aku harus lari??Apa aku sebaiknya mengaku sebagai kerabatnya, dan bersikap seolah aku merasa terpukul?

Ah tapi, dia kan memang adikku.. Akan terlalu mencurigakan, kita kan saling benci

Aku harus menelfon jane, aku tau dia bisa membantuku..

Ah sial!! Aku lupa jane ada disini, bagaimana mungkin kepalanya bisa membantuku??

Mungkin jalan satu satunya adalah kabur dari tempat ini, tapi..Ahhh…. Sial…………Aku tidak punya pintu belaKang, sedanG kan didepan begitu banyak orang berkerumun..

Kupanjat diam diam cwrobong asap, kuambil granat, ya , kuambil resiko itu,
Sampai di atap, kutarik picunya, kuambil resiko ketahuan,Kemudian aku lari, dan mereka mulai mengejar…

Tapi..Ternyata pErkiraanku meleset, mereka sAma sekali Tidak mengejarku,

bahkan aku kini dengan perjalanan yang begitu mulusnya hingga aku menemukan tempat yang aman

Tapi ada sesuatu yang membuat aku berfikir,Ini begitu janggaL……

Aku lupa aku menyimpan dinamit di ruang bawah tanah hahah bagaimana mungkin aku begitu bodoh?

Tentu saja mereka tidak mengejarku,Hahahaahaha

Aku tertawa keras sekali

Haha, tidak ada yang tersisa untuk mengejarku..

Dinamit itu berisi gas beracun, kalian tidak dapat mendengar suaranya, perlahan tapi pasti, mereka semua akan mati,

Kupakai maskerku, cepat atau lambat, penemuanku yang luar biasa akan diakui dunia…

Penemuan yang meminta jane dariku..

Tidak, aku tidak boleh menyesal..
Jane tidak boleh mati sia sia

Jane, kau harus melihat ini!!

Aku yakin kau akan bahagia dengan semua ini.. ,

inpian kita sebentar lagi akan terwujud jane!!!

Kita akan jadi penyelamat , jane, kita teruskan pendahulu kita, Sang Martir telah mati untuk menyelamatkan dunia..

Bertrand Zobrist, Sienna Brooks,….

Aku telah berhasil menyelamatkan masa depan bumi ini.

Kuberi kesempatan dunia untuk memulai kehidupan dari awal,…

Bosan

Aku bosan
Bosan membaca
Bosan terdecak oleh kata kata
Bosan tersihir kalimat pujangga
Adakah yang sama?

Aku bosan
Bosan menjadi penikmat
Bosan menjadi pengagum
Bosan menjadi yang selalu terpukau
Tulisan tangan kalian
Cerita dalam gubahan kalimat yang selalu indah
Mutiara setiap kata pujangga
Puisi dalam setiap melodi
Suara hati dalam balutan imajinasi

AKU IRI
Pada mereka
Yang mampu mengubah sederhana jadi bermakna
Membagi rasa dalam stanza
Melihat keindahan dalam perspektif yang berbeda
Membagi senyum hanya dengan kata kata
Membuat orang lain mampu merasakan kesedihan yang sama

Aku ingin seperti mereka
Aku tak ingin jadi penikmat belaka
Aku ingin jadi pencipta bangga
Adakah yang sama?
Ingin kubagi rasa dalam dada
Seindah, lebih indah mereka
Entah bagaimana
Aku akan mencoba.

Sleman, 3 Mei 2016 11. 10 pm

-khu