Lagu yang jujur

We all know somebody who knows somebody who’s doing great, I know some people who know people who are flying straight

But I kindly enter into room of depression where ceiling fan and idle hands will take my life again

We live for the nights decor

It reveals what we dream of



it’s funny how I felt happy just because I knew what you think about certain things that I do think about.

even we’re not at the same side.


glad to know that you’re ok.


it’s not what we’re chasing

it’s what we do to achieve

it’s not the goals

it’s the process we have been through

it’s not about having everything you ever wanted

it’s the struggle you do

it’s not getting rid of things that made us feel insecure

it’s accepting ourselves as we are

it’s not about loving someone and expect them to love us back

it’s about our ability to love and -or- let go

it’s not about perfection

it’s how we deal with the opposite

it’s about living our life.

ikhlas. pasrah. berserah diri. narimo ing pandum.

don’t chase happiness. you might ended up not happy at all.



Hello fellas !

It’s been a while since I wrote here in this awesome place, it’s been a little rough , and I miss writing, I miss the feeling when ideas just flowing from my head and I just wrote it down so it become something that can be read. I’m not a writer myself (yet, I always want to be a writer) , so forgive me for everything I wrote, and the grammar 😦 I’m not an english native speaker , but I’ll learn to be at least as good as I expected 😀 , even expectations rarely become true hahaha

By the way, Happy New Year! 

Successfully wasted 2017 huh? Did y’all enjoy your 2017? Because time that you enjoy to waste is not wasted at all.

Most peple make resolutions at new year, making a new bucket list, the “new year, new me” thing, planning everything as if they gonna live forever, *eyerolls* well, I’m not saying that it’s bad, it’s actually a good thing to do, but why don’t you just live your life? Enjoy every little things that happened in life and grateful, don’t push yourself too hard on target that includes people’s expectations and opinions. Living without them (people’s expectations) is awesome, you can act and do whatever you want and not giving a s#!t about people’s opinions. Their opinions doesn’t matter.

Life is a matter of perspective, it’s about how we look at things that happened in our life. Life isn’t always easy, there’s rough time like you just wanna curled up in bed with your comfy sweaters and crying all day, no? Is it just me? LOL Let’s back to the track, when something bad happens try to think like “what it this event trying to tell me?” instead of “how could this happen to me?” Maybe when your pinky toe hit the desk it’s trying to tell you that your sight is getting worse, or when someone’s gone or disappear from your life it made you realize that nothing lasts forever.

LOL what am I talking about ^^
See ya!